(8) Gambling with our lives because we have no choice

How can good people be forced to use black market drugs and shonky protocols, because no-one with the expertise is applying it to covid, long covid, long vax and turbo cancers?

I am unvaxxed

I wrote most of the following in response to a naturopath criticising Ivermectin. I am not defending Ivermectin but I am defending people like me resorting to prescription drugs like Ivermectin, acquired on the black market. It’s quite simple. We have no choice.

For most of the health pundits out there, the problem of how to treat covid, long covid, long vax and now turbo cancers is theoretical. But for some of us it is life or death and very very immediate. If we get it wrong, we are dead. Every health decision we make is a life or death gamble. Those are pretty high stakes.

This is life or death. I am gambling with my life.

Behind the action

Since I got what was called covid in 2022, I have been behind the action. I have become sick before I have any idea what the therapy for that sickness is. I started with what is called "covid" (whatever that is - we still don't know). I came out of hospital with diabetes, went on to long covid (whatever that is, we still don’t know), then shingles, then melanoma, now breast cancer, and at every step I have had to make decisions before I am ready, on how to handle this stranger's body I am now inhabiting - from a baseline of poverty, isolation and lower than my usual level of intellectual functioning.

It is all very well for the theorists to be critical of the protocols out there, because NONE of them works as it is claimed to work. But for those of us caught with no holistic medical help and having to self-medicate, we have to do something. Even if it is risky and likely to fail, we have no choice. In Australia, no-one has come out of the closet to offer help to people like me. If they did, they cannot bulk bill, I cannot pay their prices, so there is NO, that is ZERO support in the decision making process.

Published protocols

Then healing protocols entered the scene. The protocols I have collected on my stack are those I have found AND applied to myself. They are not theoretical, they are ALL I HAVE available to save my own life. And I am very very aware of their limitations. We all are. Just lurk on the fenben and iver Facebook groups to see how much confusion there is out there.

• The protocols are cobbled together with ingredients that are sometimes incompatible and that may neutralise one another.

• They have missing ingredients that are necessary for the whole soup to work.

• Many of the protocols contain prescription drugs that we cannot access in Australia so we have to import from overseas, from countries with lax regulations. We actually have no idea, even if it is labelled ivermectin or fenbendazole or hydroxychloroquine, whether that is what it really is, or even how contaminated it is.

• Then a product in the protocol we are illegally using is repeatedly intercepted by customs so we cannot continue with the protocol we have, rightly or wrongly, chosen. So we are forced to move on to another protocol that we can access and get reliable stocks of. That's what moved me from a fenben and iver based protocol to an artemisinin based protocol - no better reason than that I could actually source all the ingredients, and apparently fairly reliably.

Can you see how abandoned this marketplace is and how we are decision making based on a whim and/or market availability? How can we, in this century, be forced through this charade, at the gamble that if we get it wrong, we are dead? Those are pretty high stakes.

How do we even know if a published protocol is a good protocol?

It is in that context that I have decided to learn about each function that has to be served by a protocol and which ingredients in the protocols fulfill those functions. We need to know how everything works together synergistically, just to review published protocols to see if they have any cance of working.

(4) What goes into a healing protocol?

We also need to know because there is little doubt that any product that works or helps a product work, WILL be taken off the market at some stage in the near future. We need to know how and why they work so that we can patch together a variation in the protocol when (not if) we lose access to a core product.

That's the reality for those of us whose health has already been threatened and whose lives lie in the balance.

So back to Ivermectin

Ivermectin was the drug being theoretically criticised, and to which criticism I responded. So when it comes to specifically Ivermectin protocols not working, let's just look at what we need to understand.

1. Is the product labelled ivermectin actually ivermectin? This is a very real issue for anything you are buying on the black market. And if you are getting the horse paste, are the fillers toxic for humans?

2. Is the strength that is labelled on the packet, the actual strength, and even if it is, are you taking the correct dose? There is lots of conflicting information on dose.

3. Are you taking the correct dose for the correct duration? The protocols are most definitely over optimistic in how fast they expect these products to work. And there is huge disagreement on “to pulse or not to pulse”. Who is right?

4. Are you using the product for an ailment it is actually able to treat? There are many different parasites and many different cancers. Which ones is ivermectin effective with?

5. Is ivermectin water soluble or fat soluble? There is contradictory information on the web about this point, so are you taking it in the right conditions where the body can use it or are you pooping it straight out? Despite my best efforts, I still don't know if ivermectin is fat or water soluble.

6. Is ivermectin a biofilm disruptor in its own right, or is there a biofilm disruptor in your protocol that is appropriate to the type of biofilm you are trying to disrupt (I think but am not sure that cancer, parasites, bacteria all build different biofilm). Without an appropriate biofilm disruptor your treament cannot work.

7. Is your liver functioning well enough to transport the waste products out of your body, presuming the protocol is working, and does the protocol include effective support for your liver and other aspects of detox?

You can see from this list, which I am sure is only a partial list, that Ivermectin could be the best drug in the world for a particular ailment, but it could still fail if all of the above conditions are not met.

Some of us need effective treatment now

In the meantime, what is theoretical to you is life and death to me.

Currently I am using an artemisinin protocol (for no better reason than that my ivermectin ran out) that, in hindsight, does seem to be well designed. Importantly, I had no idea about each of the components and how they work together when I started the protocol. Always behind the action. I started it because I like the idea of wormwood and could access the ingredients quickly (while my latest order of ivermectin languished in Australian customs).

But I am still working on understanding it fully, and have a long way to go, particularly at the detox level. And I have no idea how long to use it for, for my particular mix and match of ailments.

We take our wins where we find them

Meanwhile, the fenbendazole I am using on top of the artemisinin protocol (are they even compatible, who the hell knows?) does punch about an hour in every day, about an hour after I take it, where I am physically functional enough to stand for long enough to cook or wash dishes and sometimes even both.

Meanwhile, the nicotine patches have brought my brain back out of hiding so I am actually able to do this study and write these articles. In fact, my brain is functioning better than it has for many years, thank you Bryan Ardis.

So is there anyone at all out there, with the knowledge and skills to do so, patching together protocols for any or all of the ailments that are clearly part of the covid era genocide?

1. Can you create protocols that are specific to different covid era diseases, covid, long covid, long vaxx, and a whole variety of different turbo cancers?

2. Can you include only freely available and affordable products that can be sourced on-line, so that we do not have to buy prescription drugs on the black market?

3. Can you find a way (in Australia) to provide the support we need at a price we can afford?

(And don’t refer me to the FLCCC or The Wellness Company. They are a deadly scam. The FLCCC protocols are prescription drug dependent and DO NOT WORK when the prescription drugs are replaced with freely available substitutes - if they work at all.)

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