(15) My very good news on the health front...
It's not over yet, but no metastases is a huge victory
This is good news for everyone, not just me. It means the protocols work!
A brief health history
As my regular readers will know, I have been dealing with significant health issues since being hospitalised with what was called covid in 2022, culminating in a diagnosis of melanoma in December 2023 and breast cancer in February 2024 - the first cancer in my life, at 73 years old, and I had to get two of them!
My melanoma diagnosis
I had the melanoma excised, but the margins were not clear, so they wanted to re-open the wound, “scrape it out” and remove the closest lymph nodes. I refused. The doctor who excised the melanoma continued to nag me to the point where I stopped seeing him.
I was listening to my intuition.
I told the doctors that my body was capable of getting rid of stray cancer cells.
I was perhaps just being stupid. My 9cm wound had healed so quickly and so well, that I just did not want to have it cut back open again. It seemed disrespectful of my fantastic healing abilities somehow! But do we ever know whether we are responding with weakness or with strength?
Starting on the protocols
As soon as I got the diagnosis of melanoma at the end of last year I went on an anti-cancer protocol and have been cycling through two different protocols since, plus taking miscellaneous other anti-cancer bits and pieces since, so that is for four months. These are the protocols I have used:
Two rounds of this protocol:
Two rounds and now on to the third round of this protocol, the second and third rounds with 500mg fenbendazole added:
I had good reason to want to go on these protocols anyway, with or without the cancer, but truthfully, I would probably never have thought to do so without the cancer.
I have had fibromyalgia since I was 14, and after my stay in hospital, came home with very disabling symptoms of what is called long covid. My logic for hitting myself hard with the anti-cancer protocols is that they are all anti-parasitic protocols, and my hope was that, even if they did not work for the cancer, they might help with the fibromyalgia and/or the long covid.
My breast cancer diagnosis
On a PET scan designed to identify if the melanoma had metastasized, they found the breast cancer, so then a new round of tests. Ultrasound, mammography, biopsy, all completed very reluctantly with a lot of stalling for time on the way. Lots of women at this stage decide to stop it all because the bullying is relentless. There is no “informed consent” just “do as you are told or you will die”. I tolerated it but my blood pressure got so high one doctor even said, “well at least you are still alive, which I suppose is good news” - when he saw the numbers.
Wasting time
The more they threaten me, the more time I seem to waste. So with this diagnosis, more stalling, more indecision, more procrastination. Everyone telling me I had no thinking time, that I will die if I take the time I need. And still no action on the original melanoma.
Perhaps my procrastination is really my intuition telling me to wait until
“the time is right”.
The nominal way I have wasted time is to refuse to see any specialist who charges specialist prices. It is a real reason - I cannot afford it, but I have nonetheless been pleased to have the time to settle into what my next decision is going to be. Meanwhile, I have left my local doctors with the unenviable task of finding specialists who are prepared to bulk bill.
Finally my procrastination saw me referred to a surgeon who will bulk bill. And it turns out that this surgeon specializes in both melanoma and breast, and so can take over care of both. And I like him. He is respectful, he listens, he answers questions intelligibly, and he has the people skills to melt away my total distrust of and contempt for doctors - just by his rational, intelligent approach with no smarm and no panic, and most importantly, no threats.
His promise to me
He promised me first, that if I go in for a lumpectomy, I wake up with a lumpectomy, not a mastectomy, no matter what he finds. And he will do the lymph nodes for the melanoma at the same time as for the breast cancer.
He ordered a second PET
The first PET was now around 3 months old, so, at my request, he ordered a second PET which I had done last week, and for which I got the results this morning.
********* No metastases *********
This result does not mean that there ARE no metastases, just that there are none large enough (>2mm) to be detected by a PET. But as the PET was virtually identical to the first one, the chances of metastases are now very low.
The 2cm tumour in my breast had neither grown nor shrunk which is what I expected.
Learning from the Facebook support groups
I have placed myself on a few support groups for people using alternative cancer protocols, and my observation is that primary tumours often do not shrink using these protocols (some do, but by no means all), but that the protocols do seem to stop metastases. So as long as your original tumour is not located somewhere critical, and as long as you can stop metastases, you can live and die with it, without dying of cancer.
My decision to go ahead with a lumpectomy
I decided, before I got my results, that if there were no metastases, I would go ahead with the lumpectomy. If there were metastases, I would not. So that is my next port of call. Operation is booked with this surgeon for 16th May, and if the lymph nodes are showing no sign of cancer, the crisis is over - for now.
But the story is not quite over yet
Obviously if they find cancer in the nodes and even if they don’t, the pressure will start for me to see an oncologist. I already know that one is a non-negotiable. No, no, no, no, no!
My own body and my own routines have stopped metastases during the last 4 months and maybe longer (The melanoma, which was a changing mole, had been changing for 1.5 years with two different doctors telling me it was OK. And who knows how long the breast cancer had been there - I had not had any tests for about 30 years.)
And what about the fibromyalgia and the long covid?
I need to keep taking the protocols, but perhaps in a different way, as a cancer preventative treatment, but also to see what impact they can have on the fibromyalgia and the long covid, over the longer term. I cannot say that I have experienced any huge improvement, except in my brain capacity - which has cleared significantly. But I have had “windows” of a few seconds or a few minutes, in the pain, stiffness and weakness of fibromyalgia/long covid. In addition, I am having windows of minutes to hours in quite a few of the more trivial long covid symptoms, loss of singing voice, ringing ears, loss of smell and taste. I still can’t walk around the block or along the beach.
I do not yet understand why these symptoms come and go and what these “windows” really mean, but I am sure that they mean I am getting better, very very slowly, but better nonetheless.
I don’t know if we are punching a hole in each of
the melanoma and carcinoma,
and the FMS and long covid,
but we are certainly punching a hole in something.
So after the 16th May, 2 weeks of recuperation, the results of the lymph node examination, then on with life - although I have absolutely no idea what life that might be.
This whole process has taken over my entire life, and left no space for me to put my mind or body elsewhere. But the drama of it has driven me to and through personal limits and revealed glimpses of the real Christine, sitting in the wings, waiting to emerge.
I am coming out of this a stronger and calmer person than I went in.
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Glad to read of your good news!
With an X-ray you’ll see a cloud where the roots are. It won’t hurt until it’s opened. Mine was infected for over 40 years! Insane!